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Still cant sleep...
So here I am, sitting around at four thirty in the morning. I figure I have time to say something and more than a few things to say.
1) I have given my dragon another chance.
1a.)She knows what she has to do to make it up in my eyes
1ab.)So far she's doing exceptionally well.
2) Stress has taken a toll on both of us. In me it seems to be manifesting in a way that I can't quite put my finger on or describe.
3) I wish I had a job.
4) I -REALLY- wish I had a job.
5) I can't wait to go back to the woodshed this weekend.
6) Is it normal to feel so completely fatigued all the time?
7) I...don't seem to be gaining weight...but I am eating (and hungry) all the time.
8) I wonder if my finances will ever recover...
9) School. School is an interesting bullet on this list. I want to go. I want to go VERY badly. Still though...the thought of leaving my entire life behind again (That is my family 'blood relations') is very very daunting. The good news is...wait for it...
DRUM ROLL::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
My brother will be coming with us most likely if I do go. He's said that it'll be one week till he dumps the horrible bitch that he calls a girlfriend and moves on with his life! FINALLY!
***Edited note: I have made a bet with my brother for a best two out of three Starcraft 2 match. I'm so gonna smoke him.
I feel as though I have done an exceptional job in a few things, and just because I like bullet-style lists here is another one:
tl;dr: Lotsa crap, but it's all okay.
PS: My kitten is so adorable it's disgusting. If you stare at him long enough You'll get diabetes. Wilford Brimley style.
peaceful1) I have given my dragon another chance.
1a.)She knows what she has to do to make it up in my eyes
1ab.)So far she's doing exceptionally well.
2) Stress has taken a toll on both of us. In me it seems to be manifesting in a way that I can't quite put my finger on or describe.
3) I wish I had a job.
4) I -REALLY- wish I had a job.
5) I can't wait to go back to the woodshed this weekend.
6) Is it normal to feel so completely fatigued all the time?
7) I...don't seem to be gaining weight...but I am eating (and hungry) all the time.
8) I wonder if my finances will ever recover...
9) School. School is an interesting bullet on this list. I want to go. I want to go VERY badly. Still though...the thought of leaving my entire life behind again (That is my family 'blood relations') is very very daunting. The good news is...wait for it...
DRUM ROLL::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
My brother will be coming with us most likely if I do go. He's said that it'll be one week till he dumps the horrible bitch that he calls a girlfriend and moves on with his life! FINALLY!
***Edited note: I have made a bet with my brother for a best two out of three Starcraft 2 match. I'm so gonna smoke him.
I feel as though I have done an exceptional job in a few things, and just because I like bullet-style lists here is another one:
- Been a good brother and convinced my sibling to make a choice that I am quite sure has saved his life.
- Been a good boyfriend and given a second chance to someone I love.
- Been a good husband and taken care of my wife while she's been sick (Or tried to at least. )
- Been a good friend and given very decent (IMO) advice to my best friend Mr. C.
- Been a good son and made my father feel like he has a family again and something for him to look forward to coming home to.
tl;dr: Lotsa crap, but it's all okay.
PS: My kitten is so adorable it's disgusting. If you stare at him long enough You'll get diabetes. Wilford Brimley style.